This site will be my personal journal that can explain to you as well as me what i am thinkin of. Today is a great day, just like any other, where you can sit and think about the things that make you happy and realize the great things you have. I, personally, have my best friends from home (25 and Scooby), both girls and guys, my amazing friends from here that make me smile so wide as i see them from across the quad, Rugby of course (saturday IS a rugby day), and my family. Robert, Serdar, Mama, and Papa. But of course there is Baby, who by the way is going to be 15 on 27th. Happy Birthday Baby
Yesterday, our room had a great party where many people showed up who i didnt know, not that that was a bad thing, but it makes me nervous to try to control situations like that. Thanks to some of the people that were here last night, i kept my cool (thank you). One of the roomies decided to make a commitment in her drunkin state to a guy that i think she really likes. She was so happy and i was so glad that she was happy, but for her just like all of us at one time or another, people dont want to date so that they can preserve their friendships. It's a good idea i guess for her, but if she likes the guy, maybe u should try somthing just to test the waters.
You know, maybe I am loosing my mind or finally realizing that it is close to Valentines day, but thats all i hear these days is about people and how they love their boyfriends or girlfriends (its not bad i like it) or others that have seem to find true love all of a sudden and it puts me in a warm and great mood for them even if I dont have that feeling quite yet these days. I guess im just one of those girls that needs to be swept off her feet and know that a guy cares for her to make it right. I am not asking for marriage or this huge committment plan, but being used just plain old sucks. Right now my life is amazing because i have those friends that make you laugh and care for you and would do anything for you, but having someone to cuddle with and care for u is always awesome too.... Well untill later, have a great day and look forward to the days of journal that you could read !!